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Monday, 29 December 2008
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after church camp whats next?
author:josephine
church camp was a wonderful experience. actually intended to disappear into near nothingness, i ended up quite participative n v enthusiastic!so much so i was a bit brought down after that.anyway i was wondering where all the experience n sharing will take us to but was encouraged by my cg wanting a deeper relationship within the gp n reaching out to one another.may the lord bless us in this area as i see we really need to be more bonded to support one another through our lives in church and on earth.was also glad with the message by dicky tay as it sort of carried on from the camp theme 'arise n build'may the lord grant everyone to know what we need to build on in year 2008. i m ready for camp 2010 though i may not be a good planner i really hope the pp in my cg can take it up but the lord's will be done. its gonna be challenging as all my pp are in the U!
during camp sharing i can empathise with a member's sharing on their child. i cried heaps when i heard it because its something close to my heart though i do not verbalise it. its something that has been on my mind for as long as before the children came along and even more so now.jus recently i was talking abt it and also confirmed by the one.how can it happen when u have grown up in the very place u felt rejected or rather not totally accepted or befriended by your peers.somehow their friends outside church seemed more positive towards them than friends from church not that they do not have any friends at all in church. i have learnt n hopefully taught them to be thankful for some friends here and there.esp those older or younger than them.sometimes churchies can be unkind to their kinds which ought not be.jus dont yearn to be in the seemingly happening group not that i am against them. wish they be more inlcusive rather than exclusive. so sometimes related to someone here and there not very good becomes exclusive n not v welcoming unless pp of your type.this seemed angora's problem from cgs to clinques.i thanked god for Yoong Huat and Sally and their children.they loved my girls a lot and may my girls thanked god for his kindness to them in this way.never felt like this or experience this for them, till they came to angora. may we as families be good testimonies for the lord to new families. very encouraged by yoong huat's sharing and desire to live right for god to his family.may no one be left out in angora though i know someone may be but may god help them find someone they also can lean on earth.
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